Emily The Strange ♥晴晴sang♥

♥ Thursday, November 5, 2009

一直压抑在心里的东西
突然消失了好多
但是还是有点耿耿于怀
嗯嗯
我不想再提了
所谓中间有人散风点火
某集团和某集团
一个吃饱没事做
一个无聊找别人渣
奇怪的是
都跟我没关系吧
我又不是什么大人物
干嘛酱在意我

很多时候
并不用在意别人所说的话
就是有人会设陷阱来让人落网
这就是所谓的sosial problem吧
区区16岁的我就体验到了
如果我也吃饱没事找事做
那我也跟那些人没有两样了

撇开所有的事
朋友之间的不信任是常有的事
现在的我有了些新感触
对谁都不怀疑也不信任
大家是怎样的想法毕竟我不知道
是真是假也不需要知道
自己对得起自己就行了
如果用平常心去面对每件事
我觉得这会让我好过很多
别人要怎样不用在意
至少我没有像他们一样

事情过了
考试过了
我真的该好好的出去玩
把一切都抛掉
何必留在从前
未来才是最重要的
我该收拾好心情迎接接下来的日子了
毕竟剩下一年就毕业了
我也该要好好的学习待人处事了
朋友
如你们所说我也知道
过了的事就不要讲了
以后的相处才重要
希望我们能快乐的度过剩下一年
虽然我不是怎么的想度过剩下的一年==

Been Here @ 5:28 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 14, 2009

背叛与信任。。
Betray & Trust...

that's nothing else I can say...
damn..what a hell for it...

Been Here @ 12:17 PM

♥ Saturday, October 3, 2009

中秋节快乐@@
吃月饼啊玩煮菜。。
还是跟往常一样。。
玩到着火。
玩多少就着火多少个。
姐姐的男友很好笑。
从小就没玩过。。
看他第一次玩的样子。。
好好笑。。@@

嗯嗯。
有多久我没碰比比了。。
有天跟某某聊了些比比的东西。。
想了很多。。
直到那天去拿koko分才真的恍然大悟。
咦？我真的对比比很陌生了也。
其实之前也是有想过啦。。
只是这次真的比较认真想了。。
太久没回去了。。
就连自己被sack了没有也不知道。。
每次想回去都没那个勇气。。
万一已经被sack了还是什么的。。
真的很丢脸。。(自尊心)
去了也怕别人讲多多。。
而且也没有我回去的理由了吧。。
每个人都有post。。。
跟大家也几乎变陌生可。
我回去也是晃啊晃。。
还剩一年就毕业了。。
在那一年里到底要不要回比比。。
真的得认真的思考来决定。。
也需要有很大的勇气来回去。。
曾经的回忆。。
50 SOLID.
band...
inter-plt...
ngo...啊还有很多的。。
很多的回忆都在我脑海里。。
有开心也有不愉快的。。
可是在比比真的让我学到了很多。。
知识常识。。
待人处事。。
社会的现实世界。。
什么都有。。
唉。。
对于比比。。
我该怎么做。。
半吊了近半年的。。
还有我回去的理由么。。
也许有人会说我可以不用回去了。。
回了=没回
可是我还是想思考下。。
关于我和比比的事。。

Been Here @ 10:36 PM

♥ Friday, October 2, 2009

hmm...a friend in school has been went to heavenly god there...
sure be fine when you went there..
you're alive in our heart...

hey~everyone~~
I quit my job already...
haha...we can go out eat eat n play play le~~
so my friends...
please dont keep saying I have to work ah or...
whatever lah blak blak blak...@@
I'm not working now~~
i'm relax in my life now after i quited my job...
miss my friends at there but i dont want to go back again...
finally realize and got a lesson...
cant very trust a person althought he/she look quite good...
hooray~~i'm gotta enjoy my student life~~
but hor~~~
很显咯。。
很多假期又没事情做。
整天睡觉睡到我直接不想睡。。
睡到显。。
不要跟我讲读书哦。。
没有给我玩够=不读书。
做工时。一堆朋友叫我出去。
没做时。直接没人出去。@@
无聊啊我~~~

Is it really just another crush??
I dont know and not much understand yet..
I'm alright after these such suck things...
but reality in my heart still uncomfortable...
think here and think there...
ya..of course i'm not telling everyone...
althought it's look quite clear from now on...
i'm no regret...@@

Crush

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
Its just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I＇m tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Been Here @ 9:11 AM

♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009

ya..long time didnt update my blog..
oh~its so pitiful for my emily blog..
i know i'm typing broken english...
but its a chance to let me learn more english...XD
haha..forgive me...

date: 9.9.09 (wed)

haiz..
many troubles before that day come through..
lastly..still carry on the day we planned...
although i'm facing many matter...
thinking isnt it worth..
ya...i know my friends getting hurt from me..
but she and he still really helped me alot...
thx for u all (a couple) XD

and ya...i'm not a good person...
i think so...
this is a last time that i letting joyce getting hurted...
naver again and ever!

althought i'm keep thinking isnt it worth for me..
feel regret and my mood very dying...
but is a point that i never regret and really worth it...
We still left not much time to spend together...
and yet..i also dont know what the future waiting for us...
its my choice and i'll deserve it...
thanks for your encourage..
i will not forget it.. its a SMILE...

many things that i have learned in the day...
so lets keep it properly and always remind ourself...
i think i'm too emotional...==
i'll use my smile to face everything!!!!

I'm very happy~
took photo,eat eat,jalan jalan,bought t-shirt,watched movie...
and the gift from you...
it's a good memory~
haha...althought i'm always lupa lupa at anytime...
but i'll not forget this good memory lah..^^

Been Here @ 8:08 AM

♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009

我的勇气不见了。
找不回来。
没有了勇气该怎么面对。

从不在朋友面前完全显现真实的自己。
再真实都好。脆弱的一面还是隐藏了起来。
可是还是有想依靠朋友的时候。
请问朋友愿意把肩膀借我靠一靠么。
还是。
能帮我找回勇气么。
虽然我知道还是得靠自己找回。
勇气。。。

Been Here @ 6:47 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009

做工做了那么久。
连跟同事一起拍的照片都没有。
除了波霸美女的生日。
那如果哪天我没做了。
就什么回忆啊照片都没有的话。
我真的会很可怜。
像以前在secret recipe做工。
一张照片都没有。==
只能得空凭空想想以前的日子。
超级可怜的。